I wanna be easily impressed

impressed by how clear the sky was today
impressed by how good I'd slept the night before
impressed by having a roof above my head
impressed by being safe and sound
impressed by all the resources and privilege I have
impressed by how pretty the sunset was

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

We will never be better at dealing with loss.
It's already been close to 7 years?
Am I still hurting?
That part of my heart where I kept so secretly aside still aches
whenever there's a celebration like today.
As I grow older,
I'm scared
I'm scared that one day I'll forget how you look
I'm scared that I'll forget our memories together
I hate that my memories are fading away
I wish I could reinstall every second of our time into my brain's permanent storage
I don't wanna lose you
even our memories together.

Stop tearing up.
It's ok.