Lately, I've been thinking...
- waking up on time has been my biggest and hardest challenge of the year. recently stumbled upon a video about the detrimental effects of snoozing alarms and how it affects your productivity the whole day. I'm pretty terrified realising the extent of this bad habit can go and have been trying to work on it. Hopefully by the end of this year, I'll not struggle anymore.
- this idea I had in mind had been bothering me for quite some time now. To start or not, I'm clueless and fearful of the risks. Doing my own startup sounds really cool, but I'm not too sure if I'm actually capable or if I actually know why I want to do this in the first place. Doubts, fear, uncertainties start kicking in. Surrounded by people who can articulate their thoughts so well, the introvert in me just felt so not belonged in those social circles, needless to say being a founder or an entrepreneur who carries charisma and confidence. felt like I kinda lost the confident, brave self among the outstanding ozs too.
- also kinda unsure if I should do an internship end of the year and if so where. Adding this into prayers tonight!
- can't wait for the new launch for the lost sheep ! (a little something that I started the beginning of the year )
- I miss the joyful self of serving in church and also really miss the community back home. Time to work on this I guess, how to be a better servant who serves out of love and joy and not out of compulsion.
- weather's getting chilly recently, my body is feeling feeble as the cold hits. Winter is approaching already in March?
- just came back from church camp which is about relationships this year. Seems a not so heavy topic but came back feeling more uncertain of my own emotions and feelings. I guess maybe I should realign myself back to what's important for my growth now? idk
- " it's not about your ability, but your availability. " wished more people could avail themselves more to see into another person's deep struggles, also wish I could be bolder to reach out too.
- a quote that I love recently: be a Christian that happens to be a student ! Not the other way round!
- Books I'm currently reading : Not Yet Married (only few chapters now but it's alrd sooo goood!), The Secret Thoughts of an Unlikely Convert (halfway through, really interesting and honest )
- Books on my reading list: the mom test, the lean startup (these two can cost me up to 60 dollars spo not sure if I'll ever get my hands on them) , chapter 1 (yes it's the book title).
- Hope I'll survive my coding test tomorrow lol I should be studying
Sleep well,
Nicole
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